there is a new future for one of you,thinking that since you taked to harold , that makes you better than everyone else. Ive known long about him, and about you, it was understood that we not talk about your old profession {DRAG QUEEN}. NOW that i have your attention, your smiting on others should stop, if you cant fix it yourself, you encourage others to help, so far all you are is talk. thats not a bad thing thats just you!
So now if there is anything you want to say, or try to threaten with, then now is your chance for everyone to see, no more private message`s for you. if you cant do it in public, then what?

A daily source of vitamins for meditation
B mind over matter
C living everyday with the pale-knowlege that you lived before
D knowing for a fact that you are/could be loved more than youll ever know
E realizing that tomorrow when you wake up, you will have gained the knowlege that you are not alone
F camping is better when you share the experience
G when you mix rattlesnake meat with wild mushrooms, the meal becomes tongue-tantilizing
H my favorite colors are Earth mediums or i wear nothing at all
I enjoy the time you spend camping in the mt.s,have the knowlege, that you now share, what only the Gods alone used for centuries
J i can feel a new language, if only,i could speak it as well as perform the sensuos dance of life
K knowing that tomorrow could be the most fascinating, soft breath on a warm neck, time of your life, that could continue, till i do`eth part from this life and/or gladly accept your sweet company
L i want to wake up to the notion that you will be there and i there for you
M the stars are superbright, tonight, what i like when its this bright, is to lay outside on a towel, and just soak up your heat
N well, you just cannot get anymore naturallistic than enjoying the fresh air, beautiful scenery, and fine artistic scent of lillies and wild tea roses, indian paint-brush, murrells, Boletus;king boletus, slippery jacks, ink`ies, and of course corral being of my favorites
O wonderlusting of the mountains in the fading horizion, reaching out as to glide my hand down your heavenly airflow of mist, as i pick out your portrait, of you laying on your back, looking faintly upward with defying eye`s
P needing the want, to leave something behind, when its my turn to go, something more important than me own creations in life, for if i can make it, and i can and have, and cannot take it with me, then there`s the moral of that story
Q@R@T@S that i will not go quietly into the night, not die without due honor to those ive slain in battle, not leave anyone, i mean anyone behind-whether ordered to or otherwise
U@V@W@X@Y@Z "never will i allow harm to come to you, of-or-by anyone or by any means, live for you today and die for you tomorrow"
for no mattler how long we are apart, only our stoies will be different, yet, the outcome the same.
until then, my sweet blossom, i shall be nearest your arms, when the moon in harvest colors, and the softness of your blush on our lips, for never a day/night go by without i feel your hair in me hands or tickling me nose whilst sleeping, you in me arms, the warmth of our breath upon eachothers bare skin, soft and hot to the touch, the way you wiggle when i arouse your thoughts and the way you smile, oh, your smile, oh yes, oh my dear, how ive counted the days, and marveled at your most illustriest sight, can i not explain how you would make my entire life and beyond complete, for its the same way as i feel always and without haste,
my love will never die-even if my body do`eth die, my mind will always and forever watch out over you, you will always feel safe, because you will know i am there for you, to hold you in my arms

Hey, its great to be here today.
Funny how somethings work out, a life can be snuffed out in a blink of an eye. But for the few who break those limits of destiny, all that a person can hope for is another tomorrow. Just so they can Celebrate another Day!
And who am I to complain of Tomorrws, Nightfalls, or even Mornings, and why would I want too. For, today i celebrate a life that might not otherwise be here. An absolute miracle of creation, not all life is created equal. Day`s are not numbered for everyone, just a few that realize its possible, and to take each day on its own accord, and use it wisely to recieve the most from it.
If you realized that tomorrow was your`e last date alive, what would you want from it? I know what i want, need, and desire. The realization of knowlege, think about it and where you won`t bother with it any longer-[E=M/C2Sq.], [pie3.14sq.], the thresh-hold that becomes you, no longer has need of your Human shell, all that is left is Spirit.
FOREVER AND FOREVER, NEVER ENDING;
TIMEBOMB IS NOW A NEVER ENDING TIMECLOCK THAT NEVER NEEDS WINDING, NEVER EVER!
Goodnite!

So they say, that if your not in a forrest, you can`t hear the tree fall. Well, i say great, because if you were and you could hear, you might be standing too close. That would definately hurt.
For during this quiet time, i`ve wondered about what my next writing would be, and i still am not sure. It seems that it`s better not to know, although there are a couple of things working their way through my veins.
My Ancestory talks to me, and of course, there is a split decision. If i am to validate my thoughts, then I shall need to take this Path of Life. Otherwise i will need to put that on hold, and continue on with just another story, which for the most part is a validation of it`s own accord.
Every year i become more nature-istic, back to my roots, on the creators path. I join up on the path that was intended for me to follow, for there is knowlege gained if i fulfill my destiny. Though i know that sometimes this hard to do, to follow one`s own path, already knowing where it leads.
There actually is a meaning to my madness, a story with more question`s than answers, only question left is, Where should i start? Perhaps at the begining would be wise!

Het, how ya doing, my buddies and i are looking for food. We`re rustling the sage and grass bushes for insects like ants and stuff. Now you might think that we are wasting our time, but we gotta hurry. See, there`s one guy over there watching the ground for enemy`s, and that guy over there is watching the sky. And, of course there`s a few more guys we haven`t told you about yet, like that guy watching the entrance to our home.
So you see now why we have to hurry? No! Oh, i didn`t tell you that part yet. I`ll just say this once "BIRDS OF PREY". And, this to "BIGGER ANIMALS THAN US". They never let up, day or night, they just keep coming, and taking usally the smallest,slowest and hopefully the oldest of us for, well we don`t know why. See we live in the desert, our world is flat as we know it. We live underground, where its dark, and damp and cold.
Well anyway, our point to inviting you out here to our homestead, was to create a little freedom flight, with the ah, BIG BIRDS, ya them up there. We wanted to take a ride, and come back afterwards, if`n you could provide all that. Don`t know exactly how, but im sure it can work.
Hey hows it going today, nice day to, are we goin places in the sky? Great i`ll tell the others.
let`s see, i will ride up here and you can hang on to me from behind if you want to. Ok, does everyone have a place, alright mister big bird.
Wow, what a sight from up here, only we cant see that far, we are nearsighted and you are farsighted. Though it is nice to be able to see our home from the air, now we have no one protecting it. So are we bad or what?